It's been a hurly burly couple of weeks: challenges with family, challenges with the adoption process (beginning to say goodbye, finally, to being a Mum) and the reality of the redundancy.
New ideas are being hatched for my Plan B, which is beginning to look real and possible.
Amid the chaos there has been the excitement and fear of a new love dawning: scores of shy romantic texts, exchanging nuggets of knowledge that make me want to know more and more, exchanging snippits of song lyrics that tentatively talk of feelings that are not yet fully grown or ready to express fully.
It's lovely, it's overwhelming, it's wonderful, it's terrifying, it's tiring and my life would be infinitely harder without it right now...
I am so grateful.
xxx
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